Hello, Goodbye!!!

Well, well, well..... blog post #1. I am still unsure if this will be just another passing fad, or maybe something like this could stick around for a while. I have had too much shit going on lately and I think that my brain needs to be drained. I figure that each time I can write down my thoughts and ideas and release them into the great open it greatly decreases the chances that I blow up on some unsuspecting fool ( or the first unsuspecting fool, depending on the day).

So, anyway, I have had the most interesting weekend in forever. In this case however, it's not the good kind of interesting, it's the kind of interesting that makes you look back and say, "what the fuck just happened?...." and now I am left contemplating and complaining and just plain talking shit.

I'm getting married on June 16th, next month, to the father of my 3 little girls. Yes, I know that this must sound strange, but I am from Southern California and if I really explained myself I'm sure you would understand our logic. It is such a loving time of our lives right now. My man is my best friend and lover and it is even more evident now after almost 10 years together. Because we love and TRUST each other so much my bachelorette weekend in Vegas wasn't even an issue for him. Actually, I was even able to laugh with him about the stupid shit that happened.

***Question: WHY DO GIRLS LOVE THE DRAMA SO?********
I guess that the best way to test a friendship is to send a bunch of girls to vegas together, give them too much alcohol and not enough space and watch what happens. I am really pissed off at two of my bridesmaids and there is only 3 weeks until my wedding. I wish I could 86 one of them from my wedding for good, but she already bought the dress. The other one is my fiance's sister, well, step-sister, but he doesn't recognize the step, damn it!! Oh, and as ironic as it is, the step-sis still hasn't bought her dress yet! Convenient: yes. Practical: no. That move would make me a worse person than the bitch that ruined my weekend. Ok, one of these girls totally stole all of my thunder last weekend and then had the nerve to call me a hypocrite and a bad friend. This person is not the easily disposible one. So now it is non-stop drama and it is all over the phone. Please just leave me the fuck alone, I don't want to talk about your dumb, drunk ass anymore. It is all about me, I AM THE BRIDE!!!!